Holy shit! ! !
I emo-ing.
Boooooooooooooooooooooooooo~
Everybody is feeling so happy about their stuff,
but why not me?
huihui had been trying so hard already,
yet the word it came out is always busy.
I know we can't blame from being busy with stuff.

I know I'm kind of selfish to think this way.
But I feel far & neglected.
So tired till feel like giving up!
:( although give up is not my style, I just don't know why.
Day had been long & tired for me.
Sometime I really think,
am I really a human being a not?
Why I can tolerate this type of feeling?

I'm feeling terrible.
So much thing have rush toward me all this while.
I'm really tired.
School so much stuff,
work so much work.
Oh :( I really don't know why I become so weak.
Tear roll down.
I don't understand why.
Am I sad? or Am I tired? or Am I disappointed?
:( IDK.

I think I cannot take it any longer.


I wish you were here to clam me down.
I wish you were here to tell me that everything will be alright.
I wish you were here to stop my tear.
I wish you were here to make me laugh.
I wish you were here to give me a pat at my head.
I wish you were here to give me your support.
I wish you were here.
But where are you?
[IDK]
:'(
ImissYOUbadly.

I'm so so tired!
Feeling rather weird each day about myself.
No longer so active anymore.
I'm feeling sick :(
_|_ slight fever, leg cramp, back pain & headaches.
I just cut my hand during wsc.
Blood flow like free~
Donate blood to me, anyone?


Everything seem so tired now.
Give me some motivation.
Give me some pat on head.
Give me hug & tell me everything will be alright.
I wonder will I ever break down,
because school is so stress & tired?

I'm sad & tired :(
What happened to me?
Am I overloading myself?

Someone asked me,
"how does it feel to love someone, who ♥ someone else or don't love u no more?"

After a deep breath, I answered,
"It's like hugging a cactus, the tighter you embrace,
the more it hurts."


No matter how crazy & funny the scenes around you are,
it felt so useless without the person
you want to laugh with.

My love!
And I'm getting further & further away.
Are you going to run back or get blow away even further more?
There is no love without tears.
I know, we tears too much with all our happiness.

Will you still continue to mistaken,
my drowning for waving?
:(


If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't like you.
If I hadn't like you, I wouldn't love you.
If I hadn't love you, I wouldn't miss you.
But I did, I do & I will.