Kate's Sweetest Memory

Sunday, November 29, 2009 11:43 PM

If only men could read our mind, we wouldn't have to shout.
"I love you" this three words have been thrown around, but it always true.
Why I always feel that our love life is so dramatic?
Why?! It never a simple one? Am I asking for too much?
I guess I just think too much.

As usual my tears still flow down my face, when I hear the word.
My heart is broken once again.
Love is the most powerful thing that can give you the
motivation to achieve your thing,
but it also can ruin you totally.

I almost gone mad today, almost run like hell to find you,
almost break down in public, almost lost my true self.
But she hold on to me & give me a tight slap.
I finally wake up from my world.
Why is love so funny?

Kassandra said "Love Fool".
I really don't want to be one ! ! !
Tell me, I'm not!
I looked up at the stars and matched each one
with a reason why i love you.
I was doing great until I ran out of stars.

I hate to said "I'll be alright" or "I'm fine".
Because I'll say I'm fine, I always fine,
BUT have you ever thought that it just mite be a front I'm putting on.
I'm not fine. I never am.
Even though you will not lose anything if anything happened,
but have you ever thought that you might
end up losing me?
Are you afraid of losing me?

When I text you it mean I'm missing you.
When I don't it mean I'm waiting for you to miss me.
If only you know.
I'm remember crying till dawn for your sake.
I'm too precious to be wasted but I was too boring to have.

You take 1 step forward but 10 steps back.
When I think it's all going good.
Something else happens.
If our love is like a battlefield, I'd rather be SHOT!

Off to my bed, where my dreams are never as scary as my reality.
I'm going through a cold turkey now :(

:'( + :'(

Today is even more terrible than the day before.

Labels: I cried, I'm sad, Today

Saturday, November 28, 2009 8:09 PM

Am I really feeling this way?
I think I'm feeling better after a 'big' cried last night.

Labels: random

1:26 AM

:'(

Today was terrible!

Labels: Today

Friday, November 27, 2009 1:01 PM

*warning*
It may be a long emo post!

Seriously I think I'm no longer have any motivation to go through that.
I asked myself why why why why?!
I then realized that I'm afraid,
afraid that I will fall back to square 1 .
I'm feeling crazy, real crazy.
All I could said was I'm really feeling so sad :(
Terrible sad. Even I cried my whole heart out,
there still something stuck in my heart.

They said:
Never say goodbye when you still want to try;
Never give up when you still feel you can take it;
Never say you don't love that person anymore when you can't let go.
I'm feel confused ~~about you~~.

The feeling is so suck,
because no matter how much I miss you,
you are not here at all.
Sudden miss you patting my head saying that I'm your silly girl,
and at the same time giving me your warm hug.

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets,
so love the people who treat you right,
forget the ones who don't love you
and believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, take it.
If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said life would be easy,
they just promise it would be worthy.

Last night, though I can't see it with my eyes,
I literally felt a dagger plunge right into my heart,
with blood oozing out from my heart all over my body.
My head was throbbing, my body was shaking, my heart was bleeding.
I cried myself to bed again :(
There's no love without tears.

"Take time to think & be thankful"
I'm thankful for the love you give now & then.
I back on my path again!
Loving someone is about appreciating his strength & embracing his weakness.
My past flashed through my mind like a meteor shower.
We had gone through so much,
till we able to get to here.
What more can I ask for?
I'm happy with it.

But I still kind of sad about yesterday night :(

Labels: i'm feeling sad

Thursday, November 26, 2009 3:26 PM

Holy shit! ! !
I emo-ing.
Boooooooooooooooooooooooooo~
Everybody is feeling so happy about their stuff,
but why not me?
huihui had been trying so hard already,
yet the word it came out is always busy.
I know we can't blame from being busy with stuff.

I know I'm kind of selfish to think this way.
But I feel far & neglected.
So tired till feel like giving up!
:( although give up is not my style, I just don't know why.
Day had been long & tired for me.
Sometime I really think,
am I really a human being a not?
Why I can tolerate this type of feeling?

I'm feeling terrible.
So much thing have rush toward me all this while.
I'm really tired.
School so much stuff,
work so much work.
Oh :( I really don't know why I become so weak.
Tear roll down.
I don't understand why.
Am I sad? or Am I tired? or Am I disappointed?
:( IDK.

I think I cannot take it any longer.

I wish you were here to clam me down.
I wish you were here to tell me that everything will be alright.
I wish you were here to stop my tear.
I wish you were here to make me laugh.
I wish you were here to give me a pat at my head.
I wish you were here to give me your support.
I wish you were here.
But where are you?
[IDK]
:'(
ImissYOUbadly.

Labels: I cried, I'm sad, I'm tired

1:44 AM

Off day from school!
It totally awesome :D
Head out shopping with my sweetheart.
I'm dead broke now :(
I had been spending lots of money
on stuff & food.

Food! Food! Food!
I'm really crazy over food.
Shit!
Meet brother for dinner.
Awesome food!
Orea milkshake & cheese cake.
*yummy* After eating,
I said: "OMG! I become fat le"
Brother said: "OMG! I become fit le"
LOL

My new toys ^^v

Some time I'm happy yet sometime I'm sad.
I really don't know how am I going to wait.
Because I feel like I'm hanging
half way in the end.
We say always put yourself in other shoes.
If you feel that it hurts you,
it probably does hurt the person too.
Do you feel my hurt(?)
I don't even know am I feeling the hurt.
I just your shoulder to lend on when I'm tired.
I'm really tired from everything
that is happening around me.
Do you feel it?

Labels: me, out with friend

Wednesday, November 25, 2009 12:09 AM

*drop dead*
Attend hair fashion show event.
It was exciting to see all the hair up, colouring & cutting.
But it was totally bored & tired,
just waiting all the time.
Well, after all is worth it anyway.
haha xD

Weeeeeeeeeeeeee~
I'm off from school tml ^^v
It will be shopping day.
Weekend movie??????????
I hope can.

*yawn*
My mind is so bland now.
I'm tired.
Typing rubbish now.
My throat start to feel pain again.
Oh tian, gonna have sexy voice again soon :(

Labels: school

Tuesday, November 24, 2009 12:19 AM

H2YA!!! :D
I remember from the day we knew each other
to the sweet messages & phone calls,
chats during the night,
tiny caring actions,
holding hand,
holiday together,
presents & surprises we gave each other,
sacrifices we've made,
meal we've together,
occasions we've celebrated.
fright & quarrels we've had,
obstacles we've been through,
difficult time together,
jealousy we've had,
hurt & pain we've caused each other.
My past flashed through my mind like a meteor shower.

I realize I did grown up.
Of course in size & in mind.
It was a great thing!
The beginning of love is to let those we love
be perfectly themselves
and not to twist them with our own image,
otherwise we love only the reflection of ourselves
we find in them.

I'm over craving for food!
I want to eat.
I'm so hungry now till I can eat 10 cow now!!!
But I can't eat beef, so hahaahahaha.
I want watch movie so badly
:(

Everything happens for a reason.
I believe! Because this is my stage.

Labels: happy girl

Monday, November 23, 2009 12:16 AM

oh :( My sweetheart is sick today!!

Miss her, but she heading back tml even she's sick,
just to see me..
:D

Got my model for my last virgin hair coloring.
The outcome was awesome!
I'm so proud of myself.
haha XD

Lots of craving nowadays.
Guess it was a bad idea?
Like so mad about food!
Food ^^v

22/11/2009

Great day!
Enjoy myself :D
The night is still young.

Because there is too much thing
running in my mind.
I lost myself.

Labels: school

Friday, November 20, 2009 11:17 PM

Make it short & simple.

Working day again,
but out with my friends at night ^^v
Was totally awesome outing.
haha
Food Food Food~

Although it look rather fatty.
But I just like it ^^v
Come come~
Let go eat ice & food food food~

Rather shocking!
I wore a dress today. LOL
It had been age I ever wore one.

*YAWN*
I'm tired. Need to rest.
Good night~

Labels: out with friend

Wednesday, November 18, 2009 11:18 PM

Mood swing today?
I don't know, but rather fine now. haha
Was happy, wsc training was cancelled.
And not going for rehearsal for the graduation show.

Let don't wish or hope for more.
Go the way as it is.
So what are we waiting for?
It party time!
*shop, eat, shop, eat*
See you.

Sometime I feel I was being neglected.

I feel I was being forgotten sometime.
:(

Labels: I'm sad, random, school

Tuesday, November 17, 2009 11:18 PM

Seriously I'm really feeling so tired for school!
95% - school & work
5% -play
LOL~

Watched "My girlfriend is an agent" last sat.
Totally awesome movie ^^v
Make my day due to not really in a good mood before that.
Rated: 4.2/5 stars

I guess I need to watched some more movie too ^^
movie movie movie~

I fall alseep while waiting for the shooting star :(
jaja~ It ok. Hear that there is another one during dec.
Gonna stay awake if going. haha xD

I'm craving for food!!!!
Food~ Food~ Food~
Buffet is a must by this month.
Ice cream ^^v
*loves*

A new make me really happy ^^
"WSC training is cancelled tomorrow!!"

Labels: random, school

Sunday, November 15, 2009 12:48 AM

I guess I'm overloading myself this few day.
*yawn* So tired!
Almost fall sick, I guess so.

New hair colour ^^v
The outcome was rather dark.
Gonna try "6"depth and above next time.

Long day tml :(
Weekend faster come~
Christmas season is on the way ^^v
*heart warming*

Labels: random post

Wednesday, November 11, 2009 12:46 AM

kawaiiiiiii kitten!
Saw it few days back, 5 of them perhaps?
*heart melt*

Head down to town with 2 of my sweetly.
Temp one of them to the max to buy clothes.
O.O realize I have not been shopping for age. LOL!

Have a hard time cracking my brain choosing it.
Use 2 of my sweetly brain cell instead.
><"

Choice are hard to make.
Health or passion?

Labels: random post

Thursday, November 05, 2009 1:48 PM

I want more sleep.
I want go shopping.
I want to eat chocolate buffet.
I wanna watch movie.
I want to go relaxing.
I want to eat ice.
I want to go to night safari.
I want to go for bungee jump.
I want go wild wild wet too ^^
Say only, slowly make my wishes come true~

Christmas season is coming~
*loves*

Each choice we make causes
a ripple effect in our lives.
When things happen to us,
it is the reaction we choose that can create
the difference between the sorrows of our part
and the joy in our future.

what your choice?

Labels: random, Today

Wednesday, November 04, 2009 12:22 AM

I'm so so tired!
Feeling rather weird each day about myself.
No longer so active anymore.
I'm feeling sick :(
_|_ slight fever, leg cramp, back pain & headaches.
I just cut my hand during wsc.
Blood flow like free~
Donate blood to me, anyone?

Everything seem so tired now.
Give me some motivation.
Give me some pat on head.
Give me hug & tell me everything will be alright.
I wonder will I ever break down,
because school is so stress & tired?

I'm sad & tired :(
What happened to me?
Am I overloading myself?

I want to chill out, one night.

Labels: I'm tired, school

Tuesday, November 03, 2009 12:12 AM

School was rather tired this few day.
Exam, test, test preparation for different modules.
I need my beauty sleep!
I want shopping!

There's always a rainbow after the heavy rain.

Labels: random post

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