Kate's Sweetest Memory

Wednesday, December 30, 2009 5:45 PM

Year 2009 is coming the end, and we'll be welcoming 2010 is a short while.
Replay Jan 2009 what had happened.
It just the beginning of my nightmare, and now it just ended.
Simply can't think of, how I was able to go through all this.
But forget it, all it over (:

During April 09, I remember how I got into my new school,
meeting new friend, trying to stay in a new environment, learning new thing.
Just like a baby learning how to walk.
It was totally great! Click getting bigger & bigger, smaller & smaller,
and till it get the right size it should be.

I remember how I always being so crazy with them.
I remember how they hold me up when I'm so down.
I remember how they share my joy with me all time long.
I still do remember being so selfish.
Ps my friend cause of my sweetheart.
Hurting other because of what I should not had done at the first place.
But after all, everything is a past.

I think it will be awesome if I name it all out ^^
I want to thank all this people being there for me during 2009!
All the one who make me smile :D
Name written not according to anything, just random.

1. Ah jon
2. Alex
3. Alif
4. Andric
5. Angella
6. Anything
7. Bear Bear
8. Benjamin
9. Braden
10. Brenda
11. Calvin
12. Canti
13. Carol
14. Cath
15. Cesario
16. Chris wong
17. Clement
18. Cyrus
19. Daphnie
20. Dennis
21. Elene
22. Fok hun
23. Fu chen
24. Ryan
25. Germaine
26. Ginish
27. Guan leong
28. gugua
29. han wei
30. hui ling
31. hwee ming
32. jacklyn
33. jeff
34. jia qi
35. jian wei
36. jian le
37. junior
38. keith
39. kenneth
40. larry
41. leenah
42. lucas
43. mariam
44. michella
45. natalie
46. william
47. patrick
48. peirong
49. philson
50. ray
51. sam
52. shangyi
53. sharifah
54. sharon
55. siangjin
56. siyin
57. susan
58. tzyyian
59. winnie
60. xiao wen
61. xiu yi
62. yan qing
63. yangee (:
64. yihui
65. yeming
66. you zhi
67. yuting
68. yuan zhi
69. zhong xi
70. Kelly
71. Cindy
72. Irene
73. Geraldine
74. xiao ma
75. Joanna
76. Calvin
77. huixin
78. Ang lin
79. sarah
80. David

I can't remember anymore, if miss out your name. sorry!

Labels: last day of the year

Sunday, December 27, 2009 12:15 AM

Food~ Food~ Food~
*yummy yummy*
I don't know what to blog about,
but I'm just to obsess to food now (:
Will blog more about food perhaps. haha xD
So happy, finally went to eat ice monster & slice ice.
Yummy! I think slice ice is still the best!

I realized nowadays faker had nothing to do.
Like to fake people. So no life!

I no longer depend on anybody,
because it time for me to learn to be more independent.
I had grown up, my dear.

Labels: updating

Friday, December 25, 2009 3:31 AM

MERRY CHRISTMAS ~
Ho! Ho! Ho!

Will update soon!
I'm sorry, my dearest reader.
Miss me~

I'm down with flu :'(

Labels: random

Wednesday, December 16, 2009 2:42 PM

M.I.A

I feel like MIA-ing!
What a joke am I telling.
ok, laugh then.

Ok! I MIA now.
will update about the fashion show event
after I attend & of course when I have the time to update it.

Labels: random post

Tuesday, December 15, 2009 4:07 PM

I shall updated more ^^
Yeah! Went to town to feel the Christmas season.
It's totally awesome.
I loves the Christmas lightning & tree (:
10 more days~

It will be awesome if this tree could be eaten (:

Went back for school for WSC training.
This time learn more new stuff.
I super love it ^^
It's colouring & bleaching *love*
And I got a Indian pink colour on my hair by Miss Chua.
I like the colour.
But look like ah lian!! I don't want.
LOL! Bi was stunt when he saw me after the training with that colour on my head.

Time will tell.

Labels: updating

Sunday, December 13, 2009 12:59 PM

Late updated! I'm sorry about that.
My blog is not dead yet.
Rather busy with my personal thing & work & school.
Damn it! I was sick half way during work.
Fever, headache, back pain T-T
I feel so weak :'(
Got a necklace BP pen from work!
I like it ^^v

Oh ya! Finally went shopping~
Brought some stuff, was really happy about it ^^v
Bi got me a pink lanyard. I simply love it.
I brought a really sexy high heel & a wild dress ._____.
KNS! I'm spending too much money.
*control*
I want to go eat ice :(
Always reached there end up shopping only.
Oh ice~

I feel the change in me.
I'm no longer the one who look back anymore.
We spend so much time to create happiness,
but always end up sadness.
Love is agony? Love is selfish? Love is blind?
Love is so funny! *laughs*
Everybody was given a chance.
U slip it, and that it.
I feel so blank now & my mind could not think.
I need some party (:

We changed.

I move on.

We bid goodbye.

Labels: updating

Thursday, December 10, 2009 3:20 PM

Last day of freedom!
Said till I'm going ns like that.
Yeah! It's school holiday!
Seriously I'm so thankful to my friend this few days, almost week.
Because they made each & everyday of mine,
a better one.

Everything happened for a reason.
All you have to do is to get up from where you fall.
The more you cried,
the less motivation you have,
the more you can't move on.

I finally smile truly.
I finally sleep without tearing.
I finally awake with no worry.
I finally go without thinking.
I finally let go with no regret.

Don't ask me why anymore, Don't pull me back anymore,
Don't tell me anymore, Don't let me know anymore,
Because it's too late.

Labels: Today

Tuesday, December 08, 2009 12:13 PM

HI! My dearest reader ^^
I know my update is rather slow nowadays.
sorry about that, will try to update more.
Was really busy all this while & many thing is still undone yet :(
And I'm really lagginggggggggggg lots of beauty sleep.

Event & more outing!
Relax & relax.
joy~

Christmas is coming *loves*
It's season greeting!
Presents & fun~

Ting's birthday is nearer!
Broke but happy.
Laugh!

2010 is on the way!
Welcome a brand new year.
Happiness!

We always adore the one who ignored us,
ignored the one who adore us,
love the one who hurt us,
and hurt the one who love us.
There is no point regretting it,
now I'll only love the one who adore & love me.

At least I feel more happy :D

Labels: updating

Sunday, December 06, 2009 12:18 AM

Was invited to "Toni & guy" hair show.
It was rather not bad.
I like the angel one ^^
Ps, no picture was taken that day,
but got video, MB too big ._____. ||
Then head to friend house till midnight.

Said HI! to my new toy ^^
yayaya~ In case I drop my phone down the lift again,
I put a bigger toy at my phone.
So it will stuck there if it drop again.
hahahaha XD

T-T I need more sleep!
More shopping too ^^
Holiday is coming!
Christmas is on the way~
Pay cheque is here.
Life is awesome :D

Labels: Today, toni and guy

Thursday, December 03, 2009 12:01 AM

:)

Today, I somehow did smile truly with my heart.

Awwwww~ I'm fierce today! wahahaha
Due to the lag of sleeping. LOL!
Head to town with all my dearest right after school ((:
It's so awesome! It had been a long time I had gone so rather crazy.
Dancing, playing, eating & shopping was great ^^

Something rather stunt me this morning.
I drop my phone down my house lift.
How careless I am :(
Such a small hold yet my phone can drop in.
What the fish~

I can't wait for more outing, gathering & fun (:
Oh yeah!! I'm not going to be so serious anymore.
Life is too short, too think so much!
No emotional! Less thinking! More fun!
hahahahahah XD

My heart sing with me today (:
I'm feeling happy & fine.
:D

Labels: Today

Wednesday, December 02, 2009 1:30 AM

:'( + :'( + :'(

Today was terrible, just like yesterday.

Today I cried like a big baby again :'(
Although it was all because of you, but partly was because of my friends.
I feel so disappointed in myself ~~& so do you.~~ I cannot blame your choice.
I'm not as brave as you think, I'm not as strong as you think,
I'm not as fine as you think, I'm not as happy as you think.
I'm not! I'm not! I'm not! I'm not!

At least today I try to control my tears that is for you.
Although I did not manger to stop it, at least I try.
I really try & did my best after all.

I just don't understand why, the person I wish to be there for me is not here.
Not a single min. AM I ASKING TOO MUCH?!!
It is better to lose your pride to the one you love,
than to lose the one you love to your pride.

I can't even believe myself, today Mr chua,
came to me & told me "BE BRAVE!"
All this while, the countless tear that fell for you.
I know myself! I know how much i miss you & love you.
Because our love is so funny, perhaps I should said I'm so funny.

I know I will fall again if I continue yet I still go for it.
LOVE, why are you scary?
I'm scared, I'm afraid.
love i hate you, yet love you so much.

I'm no longer want you to be my boy, because i want you to be my man.
If only you have understand it long ago,
everything may not goes this way.
We were mean to be together once, perhaps we were mean to be separate too.
Together was by fate & choice but we separate not by fate but by choice.
Silly us!

JiaYou, Fatty!
You'll make it through.
I believe.

Labels: I cried, Today

Tuesday, December 01, 2009 2:17 AM

:'( + :'( + :'(

Today was worst plus worst in my life!

Dou dou!
I miss you. Did papa throw you to the floor and sleep again?
'Did your papa hug you to sleep or
sleep on you? :b
*love you dou dou*
We did not manger to spend more time together.
I wish we had.

:'(
I cut my hand three time during today
hair cut exam.
It so terrible!
Deep cut. *cried like a baby*
Everything is so terrible.
Love life = terrible.
School = terrible.
Work = terrible.

HAIZ!

Labels: i'm feeling sad, school

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