Seriously I think I'm no longer have any motivation to go through that.
I asked myself why why why why?!
I then realized that I'm afraid,
afraid that I will fall back to square 1 .
I'm feeling crazy, real crazy.
All I could said was I'm really feeling so sad :(
Terrible sad. Even I cried my whole heart out,
there still something stuck in my heart.

They said:
Never say goodbye when you still want to try;
Never give up when you still feel you can take it;
Never say you don't love that person anymore when you can't let go.
I'm feel confused about you.

The feeling is so suck,
because no matter how much I miss you,
you are not here at all.
Sudden miss you patting my head saying that I'm your silly girl,
and at the same time giving me your warm hug.

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets,
so love the people who treat you right,
forget the ones who don't love you
and believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, take it.
If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said life would be easy,
they just promise it would be worthy.

Last night, though I can't see it with my eyes,
I literally felt a dagger plunge right into my heart,
with blood oozing out from my heart all over my body.
My head was throbbing, my body was shaking, my heart was bleeding.
I cried myself to bed again :(
There's no love without tears.

"Take time to think & be thankful"
I'm thankful for the love you give now & then.
I back on my path again!
Loving someone is about appreciating his strength & embracing his weakness.
My past flashed through my mind like a meteor shower.
We had gone through so much,
till we able to get to here.
What more can I ask for?
I'm happy with it.

But I still kind of sad about yesterday night :(