Sunday, November 29, 2009 11:43 PM

If only men could read our mind, we wouldn't have to shout.
"I love you" this three words have been thrown around, but it always true.
Why I always feel that our love life is so dramatic?
Why?! It never a simple one? Am I asking for too much?
I guess I just think too much.

As usual my tears still flow down my face, when I hear the word.
My heart is broken once again.
Love is the most powerful thing that can give you the
motivation to achieve your thing,
but it also can ruin you totally.

I almost gone mad today, almost run like hell to find you,
almost break down in public, almost lost my true self.
But she hold on to me & give me a tight slap.
I finally wake up from my world.
Why is love so funny?

Kassandra said "Love Fool".
I really don't want to be one ! ! !
Tell me, I'm not!
I looked up at the stars and matched each one
with a reason why i love you.
I was doing great until I ran out of stars.

I hate to said "I'll be alright" or "I'm fine".
Because I'll say I'm fine, I always fine,
BUT have you ever thought that it just mite be a front I'm putting on.
I'm not fine. I never am.
Even though you will not lose anything if anything happened,
but have you ever thought that you might
end up losing me?
Are you afraid of losing me?

When I text you it mean I'm missing you.
When I don't it mean I'm waiting for you to miss me.
If only you know.
I'm remember crying till dawn for your sake.
I'm too precious to be wasted but I was too boring to have.

You take 1 step forward but 10 steps back.
When I think it's all going good.
Something else happens.
If our love is like a battlefield, I'd rather be SHOT!

Off to my bed, where my dreams are never as scary as my reality.
I'm going through a cold turkey now :(

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